Friday, July 20, 2007: its good to be back.
ahh, the fresh, cool air that you breathe when you step out of the Perth International Airport is something that i miss so much, at least compared to the heavy, stale air that Singapore has. its so nice to be back here, i've missed perth so much.
silly me left my brand new 2 week old ipod with a heck load of scrubs episodes in the Qantas aeroplane and i'm really really feeling very crummy cos i cant be more stupid that this. and i paid for it with my own money! $385 bucks can buy me a new wardrobe ): darn.
but other than that, its really lovely to see so many wonderful familar faces! (: so far: debs, glenna, esther, youyan, tim, steph.. (well of course raymond and jeannie but they're not counted since they've been back with me in singapore), and i'm gonna get to see everyone tonight cos its jason's farewell! so exciting, yet so sad. ): i cant believe he's leaving already. time passes so quick!
its so difficult to admit that i've become less singaporean everytime i return back there because i havent spent enough time with everyone from back home. everytime i come back to perth i feel like this seems more like home because i've just got everything here, friends, school, beautiful air, a great room, church, ocf; and its hard to have a balance between both since i only have time for one group of friends. its so hard to choose, since i had to make perth my home to be able to enjoy what God had in store for me. yet it always makes me wonder, everytime i leave singapore, there's always a 'what if'? what if i had stay on in singapore? what would my life be like then?
but anyways, i have to stop thinking about it.
a shout of praise.
7:23 PM
